This is what I hate about myself. SELFISHNESS. Everybody has different forms of selfishness. Here's mine. I hate it when I tell people something I want and someone would buy it before me :( I hate copycats too. I don't like it if somebody would want to have the things I have. Or somebody would copy the way I do things. I've experienced it before. But I'm not clearing my name because I do it to others as well. Hard to admit? Well yes. But this is me. Do I have to keep it? No? Because that would be hypocrisy.
I also hate it when the people I love pays more attention to others. I get jealous. But I don't say it out loud because I know it isn't right. I also hate it when some people brags about something too much. Is it wrong? Maybe I am. I am spoiled, admitted. And I get really guilty when people tell me I'm kind because I'm not. I was once told I was almost perfect because I have some talents. I was struck. It hurt me more than it impressed me. Because I know deep inside me that I am a bad girl. Everybody has a dark side. I have the right to have one too, right? Would you still accept me?
"A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.."
Rockin' out,
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