I've been having a hard time with Enzo for the past months now. I've written his first story last August 2009. I passed it but I failed. I knew it was going to fail. I tried writing another story of him but I wasn't able to finish it because the details suck. I tried working on the third, fourth, fifth...Now I'm on the sixth. I wondered why the hell can't I finish Enzo Legarda's story? Giving the time to think, I knew why.
I gave people the hint that his story would be very interesting. I felt pressured because of the feedbacks. They were excited and thrilled wondering how a heartless playboy would fall in love. And that's it. I find it hard to fulfill that "interesting" part. I think I'm pressured because people were expecting something "interesting" so I find it hard to make his story. Each scene I write would always appear lame to me. The question "Is this interesting?" always pops in my mind. Would people like what I've written? I'm afraid of the feedback when it's finished...
"Life is so constructed that an event does not, cannot, will not, match the expectation."--Charlotte Bronte
Rockin' out,
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